Last Update - 19/04/2012 00:30

I found in the last few years how music really speaks to me.
At times I can be searching for an answer, I hear a song, and the answer is there
At times I can be in a particular emotional state and the lyrics speak to me
And at times I just hear a song with real meaning

I will start logging what's going on in my life, and the songs which speak to me at each incident

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 Friday 30th March 2012
 There is someone I used to know, someone I don't speak to any more, and I read a poem on their blog. The poem spoke of the pain they were going through and I just wanted to reach out to them, to let them know how much I will always be there for them, but I can't do that, they wouldn't want me to. These are 3 songs I would like to send to that special person.



Song 1 - reminiscing over what used to be
 
Song 2 - A special message for this person, been wanting to send this for a long time
 
Song 3 - I will always be there, just ask
 

 Saturday 31st March 2012
 Felt a bit better today, after finding out the poem was posted two weeks ago. Still not happy, knowing what this special person has been going through. Heard this song in the car today which took me back many years, but also contains another message I wanted to send.



Song 4 - Words of encouragement, find that special person, or give me a second chance

Song 5 - from the same era - Whatever is causing the hurt, cling to these words and believe them


 Saturday 7th April 2012
 Got drunk last night, was feeling a bit low, but I've found my release over this last week.



Song 6 - A special message and a hidden one


 Monday 9th April 2012
 Been a mixed day. On a real downer this morning. Fish have died. saw friends which perked me up. Was planning to go to ceroc this evening but never made it, so had to just watch one of those feel-good films this evening. Even though the ending is sad, Bridge to Terbaithia has to be one of the best films ever. See the clip below.



Song 7 - From the film - what hurts the most was being so close


 Wendnesday 11th April 2012
 Been okay until late this evening, then came over all lonely and sad.



Song 8 - Don't wanna be


 Thursday 19th April 2012
 Only cos it's my dirthday tomorrow, thought I'd share this one



Song 9 - What I need